Preazu Misutaa Rostman

That one song that goes HA HA HA HA HA

I want to be sullivan i think.
I like the intro to the song.
The rock stock version removed it.

So that sucked.

inb4 New Year's Eve (again, hahaha)

RIBATEEE

Patricia~

'Yellow beans' popped up yesterday.
Enjoyed it like never before.

Sayounara Daisan Wakusei


BOOOOOKUUUU NIIII~

[quote="Blank"]Sayounara Daisan Wakusei


BOOOOOKUUUU NIIII~
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It is impossible to give this song enough love. Brilliant in every way.

Winona!

THere is this cam whore chick that I'm apparently crushing on.

SHe's my winona!!!!


I need to get rid of this laptop
Laptops and I are so bad together. I waste my time doing useless things.

If you simply remove the object of temptation without instead working on cultivating self-control, you'll just waste your time in a different but equally meaningless way.

True story.

[quote="Marekenshin"]If you simply remove the object of temptation without instead working on cultivating self-control, you'll just waste your time in a different but equally meaningless way.[/quote]
This x10.

Oh, and Winona's pretty awesome

[quote="Marekenshin"]If you simply remove the object of temptation without instead working on cultivating self-control, you'll just waste your time in a different but equally meaningless way.

True story.[/quote]

Maybe... No self control? XD

[quote="Marekenshin"]If you simply remove the object of temptation without instead working on cultivating self-control, you'll just waste your time in a different but equally meaningless way.

True story.[/quote]

So if I remove my laptop away I'll only end up wasting my time with something else that's equally as meaningless?


In english, man!

BTW ALEN! I ADDED YOU ON FACEBOOK AND EVEN SENT YOU A MESSAGE AND YOU NEVER RESPONDED

Yes, you did. I do not intend to accept; I use that site for keeping in touch with actual friends for the most part, not just random acquaintances that happen to have some overlapping interest. No offense.

In regards to cultivating self-control: the fact that you've recognized these activities as a waste of your time means that you can now act upon that realization. Due to the way in which our brains tend to run on habit, you'll still waste a lot of time at first no matter what, but if you keep that realization in your head, you can potentially try and go against that habit. Over time, it becomes easier and the temptation lessens.

When you have that flash of realization that it's a waste of time, actively tell yourself "I'm not going to waste my time on this, I'm going to go play guitar" or "I'm going to go read that book" or whatever it is that you also enjoy doing that you think enriches your life. Make yourself walk away and do something else.

I used to waste retarded amounts of time watching shit on YouTube, and when I noticed, I deleted the link from my bookmark bar so that going to YouTube had to be a conscious choice rather than just an easy habit. I immediately used the site less and less as a result, which helped me get back to using it in a healthier manner, pruning my subscriptions down to just the ones I really enjoyed and adding in ones that were more enriching (like TEDTalks and such).

You make it seem as if there is no possibility of ever becoming more than just acquaintances. THe fact that we've been at each other's necks for quite a few years now should indicate how much our friendship has developed over time.
It started as an athority figure trying to keep me at bay.
Now? A fellow pillower talking about whatever quite casually with each other.

I personally never bother with youtube videos that much.
Maybe when I'm in a mood for like 10-20 minutes. Or a music video from time to time. Or a game review.

Anyways, you're right though. I do make it a habit to do certain things
Things like a laptop wastig my time has been a well known fact for me. IT's been such a well known fact for years that I refused to ever purchase one. For a while I wanted to get a small notebook to do homework and work in it.

Once I got this one, I got my old habits back. I did waste my time on it.
Honestly, I tend to spend my nights trying to find someone to 'chat' with. Just find somone I can connect in a way. As in, find someone to talk to that I can just windout to. I got that for a while but it made my habits even worse. I kept it for a while up until things changed.

Now that I'm satisfied and finally getting that connection Iwas looking for. I no longer feel a need to 'want' it.
Yet honestly, now that I've realized I should just change it. The question is, 'what the hell do i do?"
I spent my time for a while on a chatroom where you see cam models. It got to the point where I began to crush on one. Which made me realized I needed to stop that. It also made me feel so pathetic. Why go there only to see / here her talk about the dude she's boinking while I see other people praising her looks?

Honestly though now that I finally want to do something more productive the question is 'what'? I get motivated to do things I HAVE to / SHOULD do yet I end up watching porn and just ignore it. I know what I have to do, I just need to find / push myself to do what I should do.