Here's some kanjis for anyone who wants to help fix my derpy mistakes: http://lyrics.wikia.com/wiki/The_Pillows:Razorlike_Blue

Growing up in this dead-end town I'm like a wind-up doll
Even when emotionally pressed until my heart seemed it would burst
the expectations just keep piling up

I don't even want to notice my mistakes
but I'm sick of running, so I'll crush all these things I can't swallow
It's better to be soaked in self-indulgence than be afraid

Razorlike Blue, I want to become a sharpened blaze of blue light
Razorlike Blue, if we're to hurt each other let's do so brilliantly

I can't stand rotting away beneath a suddenly leaden cloudy sky
but it's not like a clear blue sky would befit me anyway
I just put on my makeup, a useless gesture

Razorlike Blue, I want to become a sharpened blaze of blue light
Razorlike Blue, if we're to hurt each other let's do so brilliantly